It’s Enough, I Don’t Believe You

Zee Avi – Kantoi (Busted)

I’m a fool out of love

Lenka – The Show

Halt

I have to stop dreaming,

I have to stop trying,

I have to stop hoping,

I have to stop everything.

Fever

yesterday i had a fever. it might be a sign of something worst that’s going to happen soon. i still hope for a miracle but at this rate, i think i know what’s coming. the fact that it happened within 4 weeks after the incident is so obvious. i just dunno what should i do if its really happening to me…

Its just a Dream!

it’s 3.45am, & i woke up because i had sort of good dream. it was about  something i really wanted in my life. in that dream i almost got it, until in the end i realized i was rejected. will ,my dream about it will come true? or it will remain as my dream only…

Shocking Revelation

today, i found out one shocking fact about someone that i knew. i was so shocked and stunned because i can’t believe it happened to me. i knew i had to do the right thing. i’m sorry, but i could not stay silent and pretend nothing happened. the fact that it did happened to me, makes my decision a little bit easier. but still, i feel bad about it. but my life is at stake. i don’t know what will happen to me in future. i still hope nothing bad will happen to me.  time will tell. i just wish it never happen at all, but i could not reverse the time. what’s done is done. i have to face it.

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I won’t fall out of love…

Margaret Cho’s Stand Up

Reminiscent Of The Past (part 2)

something had happened one year ago, it was the last time i ever saw it, it was the last time i ever touch it and it was the last time i ever felt for it. it was something good that turned out to be bad in my life. well, it was over, but the truth is i really misses it. all those things that happened one year ago.

it was not a big deal anymore, i only feel that way because… well it probably because of it was my first time ever i had it. but i know it was all just a fantasy, it was not real because it was all a lied. a very good lied from a very good liar.

the funny thing is, i am never mad at that liar. i am never angry at that user. i even cannot hate that person. i know what it means, but what is the point. you can’t never clap with just one hand innit. it won’t work.

well as for today, i am still the same person. it just that, i am the person without those memories. it still in me though, it will always do. but i want to forget about it like it is never ever happen. and i will. time will tell. one year is not enough to forget those things especially when there is still no replacement for it.

but i will remain positive, thinking there will be a new one, and hopefully the right one for me. i dunno when it will happen, but i hope i will find it soon.

well, this will be the last time i ever write about this. i want to move on. if i keep thinking about this, i will never move on. let it be this way. it’s better for me.

The End.